today we had sports carnival, it was raining throughout until the final part, the whole programme got delayed for an hour as a result. there was the amusing gladiator where people attacked each other funnily on it, and with certain people it was entertaining. one minute of fame competition was pretty cool, besides a near wardrobe malfunction and slippery ground.

later went out with sandra, vana and yy to town, ate fish and co., watched a movie, then later ate famous amos cos vana and i were tempted by the smell.

today's another rather depressing day. 3 more days at home and im starting to feel lonely and sad, but then im not too enthusiastic to return to school now that there are so many problems faced by so many people. sometimes, maybe time will cure this awkwardness between everyone and everything. the world is rotting at a faster rate than ever. with such little time, i dont get why we would want to harp on trival things, or things we are unable to change. its getting annoying, wanting something but dont want to do anything about it. sometimes i would rather just do whatever i feel like or what my instincts say lest i regret, tho occasionally i really dont know what to do. life's short. life sucks. i dont even know why the hell am i so philosophical suddenly, but im really getting sick of people being paranoid over what others think.

so theres this thing going on around a few people, i dont even know why the hell are we are pissed//angry//upset. its like a vicious chain, i dont even know what to do sometimes.
A -> B -> C.
its so confusing, the world should just all be friends, and we share natural resources and land, and money, with the large amount of cash each country has, we can just split it equally and everyone will have enough to sustain themselves. so it becomes,
A -> B -> C -> A
and of course the people should be hardworking and not freeloaders, why the hell am i even talking about this.

its 23:25, i dont dare to sms!!!!!