school has started and it has been depressing throughout. today is Exceptionally Depressed Day for no particular reason. just that many people are all so sad ):
including me.

His soul was tortured by love and by pain
He surely would flee but the oath made him stay

edit/its a pretty hectic start of school, with lessons beginning so fast and theres "no time to waste". i start hearing mugger talks the whole time and negative stuff blah blah its all stupid. im being all cynical. commitments, heartbreaks, relationships fail, higher pressure, im not even making a conscious effort to improve the way i do any and everything.

msn is great today, though i am going to be restricted soon. i feel so trapped and confined to this house not that i hate it. i have no lifeeeeeeeeee.

chuasiya dont be sad and depressed and overly concerned over whatever and i dont know im not a psychiatrist but your heart shouldnt break too much :) and remember all the funny and nice times in obs no matter how much you hate it (im so going to remind you muahahahahah) about the siya boat and the "hang the nuts right on top of the tent and all the dogs bark in the middle of the night around the tent" incident, and how you lend me your slippers when my foot was bleeding despite knowing how gross that is, and how you peed in the sea (fine you didnt) and how many times i broke your heart whether on purpose or not and YOU OWE ME A LARGE ICE LEMON TEA.

falalalala life is so confusing to me.