today i read a book and it made me cry. espescially all the strained mother-daughter relationship, cant-get-along-with-spouse situations, sibling spats, will-be-there best friends and its kinda ironic to be reading it now, since my whole family is like, on the verge of. whatever. and its like i for once can relate to a book, minus the boys, sex and alcohol parts. i wonder if my parents read this~~~ lols. like leave a tag. hahaha. ok maybe not, i wil just freak out.

eating yellow jelly now, its all woobly and makes a sucking sound whenever i cut it. not sure if i can really go mediacorp tomorrow. mom's not giving a definite answer. im blogging so much more about my parents then i ever do. feeling so, nervous about it. maybe if this post does disappear, or if the whole blog disappears, well, its like a scenerio rewind. what am i blabbering about... anyway, hope everything gets better, and the book is taking a toll on me, im feeling im telling much more then i should suddenly. hm.