i regret sand-sponging nyx. now she has lost her shine (no shinyx anymore :( ), looks so old and mundane and faded, and even sad. and i tried changing her blue eyechips to purple. well, the first one came out in a breeze. the second one? i cant freaking get it out even after multiple tries, soaking eye with water. and i used those cheap glue to put them on previously. and so now her eye is one purple, one blue. and im in a dilemma whether to line her purple eye with black paper or just leave it as it is. currently it is lined but it looks a tad dark. that i cant really see her purple. her eyelashes look better now though, after i used tape to tape (duh) them up. i sanded a little of her lower lips cos its so weird looking but now she just looks like she has a double chin. or lips, whatever. and mel looks so, trashy with her red lips. so un-earthy. cries. gosh im ranting like an old ahma.