i feel compelled to blog suddenly.

school holidays are ending, and it didnt feel one bit like it. there was no holiday mood at all, which i guess is appropriate now.
last week consisted of waking up not so early, feeling tired the whole day because the sun is so bright, doing more homework, library with yingli (no trenchcoat!!! why!!!) and watching the ultimatum. blah.

and finally yesterday i made a time table and tried to stick to it, only to fail because of my really bad sleeping habits. i was supposed to sleep at 2am so that i will have sufficient sleep to wake up at 9 BUT had the worst case of insomnia ever and finally dozed off at about 6am, spending a good 4 hours in bed doing... Nothing. its like 2 math papers yet.... no i spent it lying in my bed, watching the sky get brighter and brighter and the roads get busier and busier.

and i still woke up at the unearthly hour of 9 because of dad's constant callings and no doubt, felt like a zombie the whole day.

sometimes i feel like im doing so much but when i ask myself what i have accomplished, its nil. :( if not, like a rojak of information from 5 different topics mixing in my brain, like a blender. ok i feel very paula abdul-ish now.
MUST BE THE LACK OF SLEEP AGAIN.
did i mention how my sister was jumping up and down in bed last night? and making transverse wave actions with her body because "its a short circuit! short circuit!" and my grandma who was asleep got woken up and chided us for making so much noise at 1+. and after hearing sister singing "leavin" a gazillion times i finally dozed off.

bawls school is starting. very. not. happy.