i got an EIGHT for unseen lit. EIGHT EIGHT EIGHT upon 25. i was like shocked because thats a really pathetic score. even if i combined the marks for my 2 parts for unseen, its a b4 on the dot! O_O and thats not possible because imagine one person getting 15 for each part, combining them will be 30/25. not. possible.

8/25, now i hate poems.
okay not really because im just too lazy to read prose. or i dont get it. :(

and im pretty bummed about how well some people do without putting in much effort :(

anyway, today after school, waited with yuebin at the PAT for some aunty to open up the door at the side of the stairs// recline the seats because the wimp of her dropped her answer script into the hole of no return.

so we waited in the PAT and it was really cool, the air con was turned on and it was eerily empty. so we switched on some lights and waited for the aunty to come for what seemed like eons. meanwhile yuebin played the almighty grand piano and the songs she played were really nice. except for one because i hear my sister play that always too and im pretty sick of that song (hahah sorry!) but the other songs were really nice. :) :) and i read the book she was reading.

after like half an hour or more, the aunty came and she could not recline those seats nor open the door, meaning we sort of waited for nothing. :(

while walking to the foyer, we met this teacher, and yuebin had some inner turmoil about whether to greet him while i greeted him. however it probably was too soft since he did not show any signs of acknowledgement and just kept that straight -__- face. so i was like oh wells, he didnt hear i guess, heck.
THEN WHEN WE WALKED PAST EACH OTHER, he went to exclaim if he was "invisible".
!!!
super bu gan xin-ness!!!
and yuebin and i were like wth wth wth wth wth all the way home.

an extremely retarded thing happened to me on the bus home. yuebin was ogling at this angmoh man so i suggested we go closer to him, but then she didnt want to. so then we were talking about a woman in front of us wearing this large hat and sushi. then suddenly i heard someone calling "esther, esther" from behind. so i turned around and saw this 40+//50+ year old man sitting down facing me.

Him: Are you esther?
Me: Yes... *while trying to recognise him, thinking if he was my dad//mom's friend*
Him: Mmm, Esther....
Me: Do i know you? <<--- major awkwardness // weirdness here because seriously i do not recognise him.
Him: Oh, i just saw your name tag when you boarded the bus.
Me: *thinking O_O O_O O_O*

then i was probably giggling and laughing with yuebin already, and there was this crescentian beside us who was giggling too, it was retarded seriously.
then the man continued,

Him: Esther is a name from the Bible.
Me: Yeah... *turns around and make weird faces at yuebin who totally wasnt helping*
Him: Are you a christian?
Me: Yes.
Him: Which church do you go to?
Me: Zion.
Him: What?
Me: Zion.
Him: * GAVE ME A THUMBS UP SIGN OKAY. O_O O_O O_O*

then he proceeded to stand up and ask yuebin the same thing. then later he said "you girls have good complexions" and yuebin and i were totally freaked out already. and he said we should say "thank you" instead of laugh awkwardly at what fools in the pretty crowded and quiet bus we looked like.

and then he grabbed tons of things he left in some space in the bus and before going off the bus, reminded us to say "thank you" to stuff. and we were both "errrr thank you thank you thank you byebyee!!~~"

and yuebin said she will stop taking bus with me because "you attract weird people" :( :( :(

and these few days i dont know why but i seem to have a grin plastered on my face. not a 24/7 thing but when i think of happy thoughts. so after the bus thing, i was unconsciously walking with a smile on my face because of the retardness which just happened, and TONS OF PEOPLE I WALKED PAST SMILED AT ME.
i never felt so, whoops-shit-im-not-exactly-smiling-at-you before.

there are TONS of homework and im so lazy to do. but that is totally not a good thing. and i started on math and i got the first 6 questions wrong before attempting it again. and then i got 3 right. i dont know how to do the other 3 :( and then i got questoin 7 right on first try and i decided oh brilliant, break time. i hate myself for thiszxzxz!!! and here i am, online.
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