i do not think i will be trying out for council anymore. the pressure and stress from campaigning, getting people to vote for you, it seems more like a popularity contest instead. the questions which would be thrown at you, i dont think i would be able to handle them, as much as some would say this is a good experience. being in front of so many people trying to win their votes intimidates me. so as much as i would love to be part of council and do the more behind-the-scenes work, i do not have the courage to run. i do not know if i made the right choice or not.

i do not know why i am always landing myself in such situations.

there is pe tomorrow and i heard we have to run. i dont know how much can i emphasize this but I DISLIKE RUNNING :( its this... immense hatred towards running. competitively. with people. okay its not even competitively. i hate running together because i know i will either be the slowest, or slow the rest down. ughs this is a problem with myself i really really really hate. and crescent's mass runs havent made me run faster either, so i dont know whats the problem with me.

on a brighter note, when i came home today, i got a pleasant surprise. apparently, i was one of the lucky 20 winners for the Golden Village monthly draw thing, means, i won 2 movie tickets. i never knew these draws were real, i thought it was just some marketing ploy. i hope nice movies come out soon (like alice in wonderland) and then i have a reason to go! the 2 tickets i got from last year, i have not used them yet and they are expiring at the end of this month. but im going to watch hot summer days this saturday so i shall use them then! jerlene said hot summer days sounds like a soft porn flick. ya it does hahaha.

i have GP and PW homework to be completed by tomorrow and i have yet to touch them. im procrastinating as usual and this is no good but it was not in my new year resolutions to not procrastinate so its not really bugging me. i dont know what crap am i saying.

today chyan wen and i bought a $2 pathetic tasting bubble tea just because ... we were thristy. ya rite.

me: he's chewing on bubbles
cw: did you say he's chewing on bubbles?!
me: yea....
cw: ITS NOT BUBBLES! its.. PEARLS
me: then it should be called pearl tea!

subsequent thursdays are going to be dead long. school is going to end at 6pm thanks to 2 hours of chinese. this roused lots of protest from a classmate. a few classmates. the minutes fly by, like the passing butterfly.

the dinosaurs are going to cry.