just now during dinner my mother asked me why did i choose to take physics instead of bio. though she knows that bio is not needed to take up medicine, she kept saying it wouldnt be such a big jump to learn the things which would be learnt in uni. she asked a few times, and some other friends also asked me why physics instead of biology, and i dont really know how to answer. it sounds ridiculous to say i chose bio first, but i couldnt sleep well so i appealed to take phy. then, my mom also supported me.
however after tonight, i am not sure if i did make the right choice. i know she still supports me in whatever subject i take, but thats what she says. what if i mess my physics up because afterall, bio has a higher distinction rate in hc than phy. even she knows.

but i guess i will just do my best here. and also, if i did take bio, i may not have gotten such a nice class. when i think of all the happy stuff because of my pcme choice, i feel more comforted. and i also feel much better just ranting about this.