yesterday was bad.
today was worse.

semi-broke down in school today because of the immense pressure from lessons and tutorials and tests and pw and school and everything else. under-performing WAY. TOO. MUCH. :(

and im going to flunk my math test today again cos i didnt attempt any question but a 3mark one (upon 26) because i really didnt feel good :(
and my classmates are all "im going to fail, im going to fail" or ""gg already!!!" like they do after every test and end up getting unbelievably high marks blah. or at least, above average.

peeved.
sighs.

thank you so much for being with me so much, especially more since last week. i reallllly appreciate it, really appreciate it. thanks for all the sweet things you've done for me. :)