im terribly upset now.

:( :( :( :( :'(

promos have ended but it just welcomes another set of problems.

i hate my post promo activities.
i dislike how my sabbaticals are not what i chose.
i hate it even more knowing i'll be alone.
no one to talk to.
no one to work with.
no one to help me.
no one im familiar with.

and i have to make new friends again. which i dread.
and these friends will just last for one day.

and i have to repeat this dreadful cycle for 2 days.

then theres festival of sports.
i have zilch zero nil sportsmanship.
i dont want to play basketball because im completely not sport-inclined.
and i have no confidence in my ball sense.
sighs.
but the major problem is, my name is in the team.

and then there's OP and chinese. till they draw nearer, i shall worry about them.
but for now, im completely extremely upset// terrified// helpless about this week.

the thing im really unhappy about is, post promos = play no? or at least a break from i dont know, sources of stress.
and this should translate into days students need not come to school, not days which become sport days or learn-a-skill day. those can be held in post promo week 2.
and now my friends are involved in FOS and we cant go out sighs so much for post promos.
it isnt even fun.

:( :( :( :( :'(