its only the second week of school and im already feeling down and out :(
failed all the tests i took, which is kindof like a major blow since i actually studied AND practiced the topics tested. and its not as if the paper's tough, because everyone's able to do it, whether they studied it or not. and they do it right, getting slizzard.

starting my own sl, probably one of the most ginormous task im gonna do, this year. i hope my committee will be enthusiastic and motivated and take initiatives. but of course, i have faith in us! :) and really really want this project to be a success.

im getting this jan-abhor-school syndrome again. start of school and i suddenly realise how much i dont actually miss school. dislike almost everything about it. the sarcasm, hostility, superficiality, insults... i find it ironic hwach is known to be a very "we-are-family" school thanks to its cheena values. WHERE HAVE THEY GONE??? :(

or maybe it's just me unabling to feel it.

there's megaload of homework since monday is home-based-learning. but i dont get it because we're just going to miss monday's lesson, which we wont actually miss since, thursday's gonna have monday's timetable; which actually means we're going to miss thursday's lessons.

but... why is every subject assigning homework? we wont even miss some lessons >:(
and why does the school has the impression we are able to finish all in one day? oh wait they dont, completing of HBL homework actually started YESTERDAY. im one day late, and today, im feeling tired as usual.

sighs
sighing is a forbidden activity, sighs is a bad word, according to my new year's resolutions.

well, one phrase struck me particularly when i was reading the Daily Bread.
"Don't confuse God with life".