today, i turned eighteen.

turning eighteen wasnt something exactly celebratory.
got told off in the morning for attempting to play "truant" from pe. and my teacher kept saying im gonna get 2 demerit points. i wasnt even trying to escape from pe. then he launched into how my irresponsible act might get teachers sacked and lots of serious repurcussions. sighs so i was misunderstood first thing in the morning. :(

then i met my form teacher to "chat". talked about how i should actively seek consultations to deal with my horrid grades, and that im channeling too much effort without reaping anything. tell me something i didnt know. but im kinda glad that i am finally having some concrete chem consult from tmr onwards.

sam came during the time i went to see my teacher, and then left for her competition. felt terrible because she came specially to bring the card and the muffin yet i got to miss it. i guess im really a bad friend. my other friends were clearly not happy that i have to go for so long, sighs. seeing their disappointed faces, i felt soo bad. and then my teacher's words were still weighing in my mind, which didnt make things better.

didnt help when i wanted to share my muffin but she rather take mq's muffin. and all the out-of-place-ness when their friends start gathering. i never know what to do after a while.

after school, went to ccab to support the polo team. but the game was postponed due to heavy rain. hope they do well tmr!

went home and woah *tidal wave action with my arms*
idek idek shakes head

i guess i'll see what's going to happen, it's about time anyway. goodnight everyone, im quite hungry.

and thanks for the presents and wishes, probably the only thing which made me smile and feel all warm~
and delwin if you read this, not bad eh, know how to choose chocolates :)