im sneezing non-stop. either lots of people are thinking of me, one person's thinking too much of me or... im just having flu.

who am i kidding, im obviously sick. came down with fever last night. exactly one month ago i was sick too. what's with my immune system??

anyway it's a blessing in disguise i suppose, because im quite happy how life's been. at least, yesterday and today. it's how words are constructed to make me smile (whether they mean it or just for the sake of saying is another matter) or how people notice and ask about it.

but the funny thing is, sometimes when i notice something is not quite right about someone, i dare not ask for fear of that person blowing up. or reacting negatively at my intrusiveness.

another one of life's funny problems, how i appreciate people caring and being concern for me yet i find it hard to be that to others.