im blogging more frequently then i ought to. i think it is some kind of le chatelier principle thing to put me back at equilibrium when im feeling all gooey and funny inside. i dont exactly know how to describe this feeling, it's just not a v nice feeling :(

this is kinda embarrassing but i actually cried when the show showed elvin ng crying over his pal's death and when he mistook someone else as his buddy, manz its so sad :'( im so afraid of losing my friends too, feeling all empty and alone when they abandon// leave you so abruptly. and i still find it hard to swallow - all my unanswered and ignored texts, sighs how did it end up like this. i sound like im going through some messy break up hahahah.

school's reopening im not looking forward to it at all.

when will the time be right?