hi my friends :) how are you? hope everyone had a great week~

hee im in a fairly good mood now because even when everything seem impossibly tough and disgusting, i am reminded of the good friends i have, even when many are people i dont hang around with daily. it feels great to feel ... great haha. and cared for. with friends genuinely interested in whatever's going on hahaha. thanks my friends i love you lots (L)(L)~

this week has been a challenging one. was busy with chinese oral preparations every night and met with some unhappy stuff which shall not be elaborated here in this happy post. hmm in fact this week there were too many unpleasant things, sometimes i wish there was someone i could call at night and talk to. someone who would understand what things are like.

anyway!
last night i went to take photos for my senior's ns social night which turned out to be pretty cool stuff. there were many guys in their white uniforms looking oh-so-smart. with their dates too. i realised yesterday dates and girlfriends are pretty different things haha. it was a formal occasion so their dates were dressed to the nines with makeup and cocktail dresses and many looked pretty. and i cant emphasize enough how cute this whole thing was, like how every guy brought along a date. and being a photographer was slightly awkward cos i was supposed to walk around and ask people if they wanted a photo and i dont exactly know who are b/g-fs and who are just platonic friends heehee they probably would feel just as awkward as me anyway. and it was held in this club thing with 13 course buffet spread consisting of escargots and lots of cold appetisers; i tried everything but i had no idea what's what so ... yeah kinda wasted on me. i only knew how the duck tasted and i ate more of that because it was yummy and the only non-spicy food other than the desserts.

then there were some dancers// singers who started dancing damn provocatively hahaha it was kinda funny because the ns boys were like initially all awkwardly standing so stiffly with their dates and they didnt groove along to the equally provocative lady gaga music. i saw several seniors there too with their dates, kinda funny. ohman i cant stop thinking about how it was very cute seeing so many couples in a room, even if they were just good friends haha and several were kinda loveydovey in a superduper cute way hehehe i think i would make a good boyfriend just saying~

i have 8 econs essays to complete for tuition hahaha how am i gonna possibly finish them... and lots of school homework. V____V

anyway i met the crescent gang today to celebrate baohui's and tania's birthdays belated as it is. we met at crescent which was closing, and in the end we went to ikea and ate meatballs so delicious~~~ those who are swinging are still swinging sad or sad hahahah no one to critically damp us :(((( hahahaha oh no im going bipolar. sighs im already missing them quite a lot :/

oh this is a special shout out to someone who claims to make me sneeze: hiiiii did you get ^^ to massage you? ;)