i've never felt so aimless in life.

yesterday, the school invited several universities and organisations offering scholarships to come down and set up booths and give talks and im very very very ashamed to say nothing seemed to pique my interests, unlike my fellow friends. im quite worried at how reality seems more real than ever; most of my friends know the next step they wanna take, where they wanna go, what they will read etc. and they were actively asking questions to the people at the booths. while i just stand around, watching the guys siphon freebies off the tables. sadly unfortunately pathetically, i also dont seem to find anything appealing// interesting nor am i actually qualified for whatever they are offering ~inferiority complex~ i dont know man, i think im quite screwed at this point because everytime someone asks me what i wanna do, i say open a crepe and florist shop.

what am i supposed to study? honestly im not liking the competition and its so tiring to fight with 100000000 others. homg i really think im in a mess because i dont have a clue what i wanna do in uni at all. is there anyone who can come and inspire me, cos i thrive on motivation from others??