It's returning again, these episodes. Losing it, tearing while reading a book where someone dies, trying to learn how they cope with loss and grief and all i think abouts how this seems to be a reflection of my life right now. geee this sound absurd.

Prom was yesterday. Ngl but where i was sitting sucked. Barely ate my $88 worth of food and spent more time taking photos instead. I would love to say i leave with no regrets and on a superficial level it may seem so but i dont know, there were so many things i could have done// prevented// treasured more. But it's over now i guess we can all call it a day.

Indeed, it has been a tiring two years.

On a sombre note, Everything that comes together falls apart.
Well actually it can be a comforting thought too, in a your-crush-is-attached way. JUZ JOKING NOT BEING MEAN HERE.