sighs feeling terrible :(
im really sick of this family drama. no one decided to go to church except me again. so i went for my class in the morning and i enjoyed the company. i guess i'll enjoy anywhere else more than home. then my mother picked me after class and we went home. stoned a few hours before going to my grandma's house for lunch. my uncle has a beagle and he's grown so big and adorable ^^ anyway we were all prepared to leave already to grandma's house, except my dad. took so long to get ready, which pissed the shit out of my mother. but being the ~docile wife idek whats with this pretense~, she didnt say anything even though she made the whole atmosphere very cold. bear in mind they havent talked for one whole damn week, and they avoid each other, one sleeping in the living room and all. and if you think this is a "phase", yea this "phase" has lasted for 10 years and still going strong. gambate~!
lunch involved everyone being chirpy except the dad. after that, came home, i slept my whole afternoon// evening. when i woke up, i realised mother thinks the best way to go for a reunion dinner is to not go together. how awsm!! so we met her at the restaurant and we were early. my uncles aunties werent there yet, so to kill time, we decided to go to the bookstore just one floor down. and woah my mom started snapping when she arrived. saying everyone's here already and why the shit were we at a bookstore. and made some uncalled for remarks when we were mingling with our cousins like "you can go down to the bookstore now, i will call you when the table is ready *fake smile*". THIS IS A TRAP. she does this frequently. saying something but not meaning it. women, shakes head. 1. why the heck would we wanna go to the bookstore when everyone's here already. 2. she just wants an excuse to scold us for being anti-social or something.
ok so during the reunion dinner, my mother refused to take any family photos T_T
living with psychotic people is driving me up the wall. thank goodness i have a saner sister. hahah ok but seriously if not for my sis, i'll probably be dying alone. i think both parents are (N) in their ways. i mean, yes we did have our good times, but, they never last more than a week. or 5 days. im not even kidding. im not sure how's CNY gonna be like later. we dont even have any oranges. how to bai nian... and i remember last time we would go chinatown on the eve and jostle with the crowd. nows just plain horrible. i thought the only problem people should have during cny is the pounds they will put on from eating too much.
on a completely irrelevant note: a moment on your lips, a lifetime on your hips. dont eat unhealthily guyz~ hahaha and i wish everyone good health this year~
anyway yeah im feeling so bummed. and some friends seem more interested in clubbing than anything else so toodles. and i have this feeling my parents read my blog so hi mom hi dad, i dont really have anything to say, but dont worry i dont hate you. feel like changing my url but i still cant think of anything nice.