caught up in the material fast paced world i forgot how to stop and think of what i say and what i do and oh irrational consumerism - i bought 2 dresses, 2 tops and a skirt today. sighs im screwing up. tmr imma be so busy from dawn to dusk. and why why why why why why why must i be so affected and why must i say mean stuff which i dont even mean. i've hurt one, i've hurt two, i'll probably end up hurting all :(