been so caught up with school and hall that i have barely any time for myself. it has been raining heavily the past 2 days. it's cold and the weather's nice to sleep in. im hugging my bolster right now while scrolling through tumblr and listening to acoustic songs on 8tracks, because that is what we should do on chill nights.

have been rather good - no drastic sadness nor happiness. but more than ever, there's this bit of confusion and exasperation in the system :C not sure what i should do about it. there's so much noise on the outside. i have to make a mental note to listen to mom and pray every day. i try to use 11:11 as a reminder to pray rather than to wish upon nothing.

i miss some of my friends. and i hate to think back about the past and realise i still actually miss you too. i feel bad :<

gonna be 3am, i should get some work done...