mixed feelings.

one part of me heaves a sigh of relief, while the other, just frantically wants to pull you closer and hold you real tight and make sure everything will be alright.

just came back from bkk last night. it was awesome with great company and my first time overseas (not counting jb) with my friends. having some withdrawal symptoms in the sense i miss my hallmates who are all awesome and i miss walking around the all-girls room trying on clothes, posing ridiculously for photos and blasting music videos on loop every night. perhaps i'll blog more about this later when i have photos. dont want to forget this heh heh.