lol have you ever had a crush, shared with your buddy about him, giggled, laughed, swooned, and your buddy tells you that he's ugly and disgusting and that your taste is damn bad?
and we laughed even more and we made fun of each other and we came up with what ifs that would make us happy.

and today i found out that my buddy asked him out after i left for exchange lol.
life 1 - esther 0.

and weird get-togethers.
life 2 - esther 0.

and i just got unfriended in real life, like you're-not-worthy-to-be-my-friend anymore.
life 3 - esther 0.

feeling inferior in every way possible.

Throw me in the landfill
Don't think about the consequences
Throw me in the dirt pit
Don't think about the choices that you make