i must be a really shitty person because my mom hates me, my dad hates me and my neighbour hates me. i need lessons on interpersonal skills and communication skills my EQ level is negative 100000000.

t i r e d of p e o p l e.

early morning problem arrived in the form of a facebook message from my dearest neighbour. estonian accused me of never closing the fridge. told her i always close it and said if it was open its probably has a repelling problem. she said she suspected its spoilt as she said before. asked me to report the problem to the manager cos I was the one who suspected the problem. told her she was the one who said it was spoilt. replied me, said it will probably incur some costs for her. i asked her if she wanted me to report the problem so that i would bear the costs instead. long wait. she replied: we can share the costs.

travelling with my mother is one hard thing. i guess im not as patient as i would like to be. maybe its pms. maybe its just my horrible attitude when it comes to parents. i hate myself for this. we bought expensive redundant train tickets as a result of not being aware of other packages. wasted 40odd euros. so mentally draining to deal with this. im such an unfilial child.

dad also messaged me. accused me of not regarding him as a father anymore. dont even know where all these assumptions are coming from. made a big big fuss and refused to talk properly. i cant really do anything either, when he doesnt reply to my messages and attempts at placating him. im such a useless daughter.

dont think i deserve anything anymore.