sometimes i feel like i am going crazy.

today i learnt the importance of being extremely cautious and careful with the things you deal with, the meetings you attend, the papers that pass through your hands, because sometimes when left undocumented, or when physical evidence is absent, there will be countless of allegations against you and denial of agreements, all to the other parties' favour. and sometimes the other party acts like no such agreement or discussion has ever taken place, which leaves me frightened that all these were just figments of my imagination and that i am losing my sanity.